{"id":3822,"date":"2025-03-21T15:42:21","date_gmt":"2025-03-21T15:42:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/?p=3822"},"modified":"2025-03-21T15:42:24","modified_gmt":"2025-03-21T15:42:24","slug":"in-search-of-home","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/hi\/english-poetry\/in-search-of-home\/","title":{"rendered":"In Search of Home"},"content":{"rendered":"<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\"><strong>Squinting my eyes, I woke up to the morning sunshine,<br>Donned in the iron uniform beside the door,<br>Mama hurriedly screamed, \u201cDon't miss the bus, you have to reach school on time!\u201d<br>Pink Bougainville, red gulmohars, Indian elms,<br>Walking amidst the flower laden path, all trees dazzling like gems.<br><br>Mithu! Rithu! - two white cranes pecking their food on the cow's back,<br>Here's me chasing that tiny squirrel with my heavy backpack.<br>\u201cSrinu!, that ground is quite spacious \u201c,<br>Oh how we went cycling, it was indeed adventurous.<br><br>I have to leave, tears filled my hazel eyes,<br>But it doesn't mean that I want to cut off these deep rooted ties.<br>Packed suitcases lined up, among the clouds I flew,<br>When would I come back? I never knew.<br><br>I grew taller, childhood memories became fainter.<br>Somewhere deep within, my desire to find \u2018home\u2019 was even stronger.<br>Nine years later when I travel back to find that warmth and peace,<br>All I witness is humungous buildings, cement and grease.<br>Where's Srinu? Where's Rithu and Mithu?<br>Metro rails, iron nails,<br>Where's my home? 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