{"id":3816,"date":"2025-03-21T15:21:03","date_gmt":"2025-03-21T15:21:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/?p=3816"},"modified":"2025-03-21T16:46:36","modified_gmt":"2025-03-21T16:46:36","slug":"do-i-belong","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/hi\/english-poetry\/do-i-belong\/","title":{"rendered":"Do I belong??"},"content":{"rendered":"
Do I proclaim myself to be a writer?
Do I really qualify to be the one? 
Do my writings appease others or not? 
Do I have that grit and resolve to stay here? 

This Monachopsis of being a writer
is A dilemma for me constantly
The dubious cluttered mind of mine
keeps on pricking my conscious 

I feverishly search for appropriate words
Metaphors and similes, different morphed words
Play hide n seek with me, nudging me naughtily 
Push me still into those small patches of self doubt

Looking at other's brilliance in penning
my self esteem gets shaken violently 
Faint Monachopsis threaten to grow strong
Writer's block seems to be knocking at mind's door

Then I say to myself \"No, it isn't done
I'm what I'm, an unique piece
Exclusively designed and carefully made
With my own features and inclinations 

I love to write, writing is my lifeline
I know for sure, I'll catch those mischievous words
Ofcourse I'll play with them to my heart's fill
Giggling, rolling but careful about fall

I belong here, definately..This is my place
No MONACHOPSIS will going to defeat my spirit
I want to grow learning from others
I am certain about my share of appreciation n love!\"

****<\/strong>
By Sumana Venkat<\/pre>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Do I proclaim myself to be a writer?Do I really qualify to be the one? Do my writings appease others or not? Do I have that grit and resolve to stay here? This Monachopsis of being a writeris A dilemma for me constantlyThe dubious cluttered mind of minekeeps on pricking my conscious I feverishly search … Read more<\/a><\/p>","protected":false},"author":19,"featured_media":3817,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"googlesitekit_rrm_CAowo8q9DA:productID":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[3,388],"tags":[489,16,491,21,436,468,490],"ppma_author":[326],"class_list":["post-3816","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-english-poetry","category-life","tag-being-a-writer","tag-changing-india","tag-creative-writing","tag-english-poetry","tag-woman-writer","tag-world-poetry-day","tag-writer","author-sumanav"],"authors":[{"term_id":326,"user_id":19,"is_guest":0,"slug":"sumanav","display_name":"Sumana","avatar_url":{"url":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/09\/IMG-20240909-WA0015.jpg","url2x":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/09\/IMG-20240909-WA0015.jpg"},"author_category":"","first_name":"Sumana","last_name":"Venkat","user_url":"","job_title":"","description":"Meet Sumana, a multifaceted individual from Karnataka, who has carved a unique path for herself. With a strong foundation in science, she went on to pursue a PG Diploma in Training and Development, which marked the beginning of her journey as a behavioural trainer. Over the years, she has had the privilege of training individuals from diverse backgrounds, including students, police personnel, managers, and many more.\r\n\r\nHer expertise extends beyond training, as she is also a certified facilitator of Spoken English, empowering individuals to communicate effectively. However, it was the pandemic that unlocked a new passion within her - writing. She discovered her flair for writing on the popular app, YourQuote, where she has authored an impressive 10,000+ posts to date.\r\n\r\nSumana is a versatile writer who has contributed to numerous anthologies, including a prestigious world record holder. Her writing prowess spans across three languages - Kannada, Hindi, and English, making her a true polyglot. Her ability to express herself in multiple languages has enabled her to connect with a broader audience, showcasing her thoughts, ideas, and creativity.\r\n\r\nThrough her writing, Sumana aims to inspire, motivate, and entertain her readers. Her work is a testament to her dedication, passion, and creativity. As she continues to write and inspire, her journey serves as a reminder that it's never too late to discover new talents and pursue one's dreams."}],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/hi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3816","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/hi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/hi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/hi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/19"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/hi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3816"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/hi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3816\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3818,"href":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/hi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3816\/revisions\/3818"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/hi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/3817"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/hi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3816"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/hi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3816"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/hi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3816"},{"taxonomy":"author","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ruhemohabbat.com\/hi\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/ppma_author?post=3816"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}